Whoa... You must be a regular to my ....

...blog if you are reading my words... Sometimes i wonder who actually bother to read my blog? Hahaha! But its is kinda therapatic for me to type and pound away on my newly-bought new keyboard... when i can't seem to find anyone to share with, esp now.

a few things has been weighing on my mind for a while now. one of it has to be the family disputes in the recent months. So much unkind words sprouted out in the name of anger. So much new revelations for me, some seem too much for me to accept.

There may be a good chance too that I may have to find a new place to stay, though that has never been a reality for me. The only reason why I would uproot myslf from S'pore is when I go to fulfill the Lord's calling.

My mum has been pestering me to go apply for a new HDB flat so that she can stay with me. I told her why I wouldn't to commit myslf to a 200k liablity now. But she wouldnt listen. She concluded that its useless to have children(who chose to abandon her) and how unfilial Christian I am. Even quoted the bible for me to hear. So much negativity in me right now... after listening to her for so many hours.